Yours

It may not be long enough for you to decide

How you feel about me but my feelings I do not hide.

From the moment you helped me, for in the glass I did trip

To hearing the cons of fluoride fall from your lips

My heart skipped a beat; and when you texted that day

I was captivated by the unusual things you did say.

I thought you were different when we talked at your house

I thought what a special guy i seem to have found.

I had some doubts and sex I misunderstood,

I knew when you kissed me that it would be good.

Its no secret that I left England broken and beat

I was so destroyed that to guys I could barely speak

Sometimes it haunts me to think how bad it became

And I admit I’m afraid that all guys are the same.

But then you come along and im happy to find

Someone who is handsome, intelligent and kind

Who is caring, gentle and so considerate

I am often surprised by how you act so compassionate.

I know you say the past hasn’t been kind to you

But I hope you’ll not always be too scared to try with someone new.

I will never cheat or lie to you maliciously

Make promises I cant keep or hurt intentionally

You may have some issues that I cant comprehend

And maybe some scars that wont ever mend

I realise you don’t like poems and this is coming on strong

But we only live once and I don’t think its wrong-

To show and tell someone I absolutely adore

That I want to and I am, already yours.